Pre-Procedure Anxiety

As it gets closer to the procedure, I start to have anxiety. Am I doing the right thing? Do I really need to do this again? Should I really be spending the money? Am I prepared to handle the pain again.

The more I looked at the pictures I posted last time, the more I started to doubt the need. Maybe my stomach wasn't as bad as I thought. Maybe I was being too critical of myself.

Then, I decided to try on the new jeans that I bought. The are the same brand, same style, same wash and same size that I had been wearing previous and am now unable to do so.

This was enough to assure myself that I was doing the right thing!

If that doesn't make a girl want to have the fat sucked out of her, I don't know what else would! I'm now GREATLY looking forward to Wednesday!

As always, more to come :]

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